Perelandra Customer

The world is no longer scary and I'm not waiting for the bad guy around every corner. I live in the safe, sane world of a sunny morning. Awake and confident. Able to enjoy the good things thoroughly without thinking of the bad that has to come ...

Taking a larger view, I realized that the room itself is probably holding my husband's frantic and frustrated emotions. He looked beaten down after an hour and a half of unsuccessful checkbook-hunting, and his state had to be reflected in that room ...

The next light bulb that went on over my head had me realize that as long as I'm drinking all this water, I might as well put some essences in it. Some days I put all my water for the day in bottles, clear myself and then test what essences to put in each bottle. I always get answers ...

The first big mistake I made with essence testing was that I started second-guessing my own testing. Whenever I tested positive for an essence, I would test again, saying, "Do I need Broccoli?" And later, just "Broccoli?" ...

I struggled with the work, and eventually called the Perelandra Question Hot Line. I spoke to Jeannette, who advised me that I don't know what my microbes need. She also gave me some helpful endurance tips — drink water and eat nuts during the MBP work ...

I was the poster child for a real dunce in the beginning of learning to work co-creatively. Around 1995, I re-read Behaving and was once again totally captured by it. In my typical "jump in with both feet and half drown" pattern, I, who had never gardened before, attempted to do a huge co-creative veggie and herb garden to supply our food for the year ...

The most amazing thing, though, was the change in my attitude. I had begun by feeling threatened, uneasy, out of balance and saddened. I felt as if the Big Bad Wolf was prowling outside the door, actually, wolf was about the only one not there ...

I have been giving my boys flower essences regularly since birth, and at this point they will tell me if they feel they need some, or if they want a homeopathic remedy. I usually don't tell them the name of what I'm giving them ...

In my most recent MAP sessions, I had been complaining that I felt like a crazy woman talking to the walls and that I needed some dramatic proof of the presence of everyone, but nothing much happened. So, with respect but no real hope, I turned the computer back on ...

I've color-coordinated and numbered all my essence bottles: numbers are written on the tippy top of the rubber dropper. Some bottles have the essence names written on the side of the dropper ...